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Hey there ^______^ You might have visited my profile first, but if you haven't, this is a place where I will post whatever I color (manga of course :D) and probably a lot of rants, most of them friends-locked though. So if you consider friending me, go ahead, just leave a comment and I'll probably add you back ^^ it's always nice to meet new people~ well online anyway, IRL I'm mostly too shy for that...

If you're interested in my colorings you can look under my tags:
http://kinoha.livejournal.com/tag/pics
you have to look through all the different entries though > > sorry, but they are so many I couldn't organize them in one place...I tried XD;

As for icons either my icon-slot or:
http://kinoha.livejournal.com/tag/icons
which are probably even more difficult to look through since there are so much more all over the place ^^;

Oh, and I got an almost secret writing journal ^^
[info]tears_in_dust That's where I post fanfics and stuff if I ever get around to writing them...

Hm...I made this journal myself, but I still want to give [info]galenhiril-chan credit for writing my previous layout (which was awesome btw)~ I used those codes as references ^^
 
 
location: my desk
feeling: amused
 
 
kinoha
20 November 2009 @ 11:18 pm
Muse was awesome! Like really awesome 8D Lawl, we got lost on our way back though, so we came back at 2 am...and I stupidly enough went to early lectures the next morning (which were really boring orz)
Haven't been getting much sleep lately xD; just don't have the time...So much to do!

German championships tomorrow /sighs (we'll lose anyway, gotta get up at 6 am though OTL)

I found some nice friends at uni though :D went out with them today. And another one's into Code Geass (gah, I still need to finish that /fails) and we generally share quite a lot of interests :D

My brother's not well though...he's taking Linux's death really hard and there's something about his medication (idk what xD; my family never tells me anything and then talks to me like they did...and of course I don't aks orz) I think he switched or something (it's for the tourette syndrome) and he's been really agressive and walking around outside alone for hours....(I'm pretty sure my parents fear he's gotten suicidal /sighs They even hide the car keys so he can't just drive off)
And I don't even have the time to talk to him or keep him occupied...

Suprisingly enough I'm managing quite well though, with everything..get really good grades, spoke up in front of the class (yay, just once left for this semester) and am making friends.
Studying is definitely an experience (and of course now I got attached, so even if I hated the subject I'd try my hardest to stay, just because of the people...let's hope it doesn't get any harder)

(wth am I doing online anyway, I just went to bed xD; g'night small laptops are evil)
 
 
feeling: exhausted
 
 
kinoha
16 November 2009 @ 11:27 pm
Wow...still alive, but so so busy!
I've never done so much outside of lessons, but I got 14 of 15 credits in the last Maths assignemt 8D (yay) and I managed to avoid failing at programming so far (well, barely, I need 50% of all credits until Christmas, and I was underneath that so far xD; managed to catch up today (it's an evil lesson, you have to log in and programm, and after 100 min. the sytem switches off, so whatever you saved until then is what will be graded and if you got an error-message get them all the time you get zero credits for the whole thing orz)

Anyway, made some kinda-sorta friends already...and pretty much spend all my days working to finish the assignments~ It's kinda fun though, I like Maths.
We'll see~

Other than that, Muse concert this Wednesday! 8D And German Kendo Cup this weekend. Oh, and also looking at puppies, we might get a new dog, soon~

All in all, life is good~ (and exhausting)
 
 
feeling: drained
 
 
kinoha
06 November 2009 @ 10:53 pm
Yeah...still alive xD
This is getting really hard~ But well...I'm still managing at decent levels...Actually did quite well in the last Maths assignment (though of course I still haven't dared to do it on the blackboard in front of the class..have to do that at least two times)
This week was hell though xD assignments for all four subjects (and alone Maths takes up at least 5 days of the week) I'll have to try and manage my time better...

Other than that it's quite alright, didn't get to know any girls at all but the boys are really nice~ I'm part of like...5 groups already? They're so uncomplicated, it's really nice 8D;
Also, for basically having no knowledge about computers at all I'm doing really well in pretending I do and learning all the stuff~
I do miss my free time though xD Maths is eating it all, the problems won't leave me alone until I solve them (srsly, of all times to develop an ambitious mindset xD;)

So I'll try my best and see from there~ I guess the only excuse to get out of this would be actually failing it ^^ but seeing as it's more fun than I thought it would be.../shrugs
Somehow I fit~ (even though the creative part of me is really protesting xD I keep it busy with doodling during lectures)
 
 
feeling: exhausted
 
 
kinoha
01 November 2009 @ 02:13 am
OHAI

YUS IMMA SUPPOSED TO TELL YA TEN THINGS IMMA PROUD OF MYSELF
SO HERE COMES )

THIS IS FROM KINOHA-CHAN ON CRACK AFTER EATING HER HALLOWEEN CANDIES RESULTING IN A SEVERE TOOTHACHE

JUST IN CASE YOU THOUGHT THIS MIGHT BE AN IMPOSTER
 
 
feeling: high
 
 
kinoha
28 October 2009 @ 10:46 pm
Ohai  
Yeah, I'm actually still alive xD even though Maths is trying it's best to kill me~
Seriously, I feel like I haven't been doing anything else the last days...pretty much despaired over the assignments yesterday xD; Managed to solve most of them today though (with the help of the guy I do my technical informatics assignments with, he's nice and has Bavarian A-levels, which is the hardest in all Germany xD Baden-Württemberg, where I did them, is second hardest btw..you still notice the difference :O)
how do you do the fraction for the cubic root of 3 though? It just doesn't work out D: And Maths prof being mean added a Physics task as well D: I don't even have Physics
Oh, and I found a really nice group for the project we have to do /phew xD; I was worried about that one.
Strangely enough I only know boys now xD I mean, yeah, not so many girls there, but still some ( maybe a fourth of all people?). They're so much less complicated though~ I'm kinda glad about that xD

Anyway, I'm still unsure about the course xD my thoughts on it change pretty much on a daily basis. One day it's really fun and I can picture myself continuing it, the people are really nice (and similarily shy as I am xD) and well, I like Maths, somehow...and I'm curious about it all.
The the next day I don't get a thing and really want to do something else...which would be something with Design/Animation I guess.
I'll definitely try to get through this semester at least, and hopefully even make it up to Bachelor (since you definitely get a job with Computer Sciences, and definitely won't get one with anything Graphic/Design. I thought I might do something in that direction afterwards though...dunno yet)

I love being a student though so far, sure, it's pretty hard with the new studying model and all, but not having to fear to be called up in class, it's awesome 8D; And I suddenly find myself becoming more confident, too! I even went shopping and didn't care at all what people thought~
I really love this city, too. It's just so, so awesome 8D It feels rather like a small city (well, it is, but not that small) /shrugs I just love the atmosphere here~
/is happy

Lol, I'll probably fail Maths anyway if this continues on like this xD oh well~
 
 
feeling: chipper
 
 
 
kinoha
22 October 2009 @ 10:49 pm
Just spent the whole afternoon and the evening after training solving maths assignments due for tomorrow 8D; I hope I did them right..

Also, I think I've dislocated a vertebra, which is quite painful D: My father relocated it, but I still can barely move...

I hope I'll have more time to catch up during the weekend ^^;

♥♥♥
 
 
feeling: accomplished
 
 
kinoha
15 October 2009 @ 09:36 pm
Have a meme )
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feeling: calm
 
 
kinoha
14 October 2009 @ 04:19 pm
Yay~ The others are really nice, there's like three groups of friends in my Mtthsgroup and I got invited to sit with one group (all boys xD) at the mesa today and we played cards~ It was fun :D
Then afterwards I got invited to stand with the other group (the other two girls are in that one xD) and after lessons were over I walked to the trainstation with the third group~
Plus I sit next to the one who's not part of any group.
Ah, and I found out that we'll all have Maths lessons together later on as well, even though we don't study the same subject /is kinda glad

^______^

And it wasn't so bad today xD; I think I'm getting used to the loads of Maths getting infused into my brain...


Need to get used to not having Linux around...he really was part of this house (we got him when we moved here)
 
 
feeling: chipper
 
 
kinoha
13 October 2009 @ 03:50 pm
/sighs

Our dog, Linux, will be put down (that the right words?) today...he's been suffering for quite a while now, won't eat and can barely breathe...so my mother decided to do it today. ('cause it was really bad last night ;___; I think it'll be very hard on her)
It's been pretty sure for months now, that he'll die soon.


Actually, I didn't think I'd care so much, but...he was with us for ten years, he's almost like my brother, lawl, we even have that weird hate-love thing xD; he doesn't like me much and I pretty much leave him alone...
Oh well, the house will be pretty empty without him...

also, my Kendo trainer is our vet...well, he won't be the one to kill him, but he'll know...and today is training
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feeling: sad
 
 
kinoha
12 October 2009 @ 04:16 pm
Wow...my head hurts xD Four hours of Maths today~ Gotta say I'm very glad that we did University-level Maths the last three years in school xD; I got most of it...
The people were alright, I guess, though most of them study microsystems technology (especially the girls as far as I saw...lawl, when I said I studied Computer Sciences they suddenly weren't interested in talking to me anymore xD; oh well, I'm not all that good at small talk anyway)
I think I may have recruited a new Kendo member though 8D; /was wearing the Kendo jacket
I hope he'll come by for training sometimes...
And I sit next to the clown of the group xD (well, the groups stay together only until Thursday)

The connection is really bad though...I arrive an hour too early, because there are no other trains....I'll have to see if I find another way of getting there~

/collapses before I'm off to the cinema
 
 
feeling: calm
 
 
kinoha
11 October 2009 @ 04:04 pm
:D  
Yay! I just called the other Daniela!! 8DD And it went well! Is that progress or is that progress?
Lawl~ So we'll go and watch "Up" in the cinema tomorrow~ In 3D even ^___^

/happy

Well, tomorrow is also the day uni starts.../nervous
Actually, not really uni, but the introduction week with the Maths-preparation-course ^^; jshgfd We'll see what's that like...

xD; I really don't have much of a life, do I? I post everytime something happens...but that's not much > > I really need to have more contact with my friends, get out more...

I need to get back to LJ ;o; Update my profile, make a new layout and maybe make some new friends (and catch up with my flist, srsly, this is getting ridiculous)
Also, need to continue watching Code Geass, it just got so awesome~ /fangirls Kallen
 
 
feeling: bouncy
 
 
kinoha
08 October 2009 @ 09:42 pm
Lol, I got passed for a boy today while buying new shoes 8D well, for the second until I started to speak at least xD that shouldn't make me this happy~ it's the first time it has happened to me though, and I wasn't even trying

Er, anyway~ We also went to that expensive sushi place (sooo delicious!) and my brother got himself an iPhone *envies* (because he is rich like that xD;)

Training was utter crack xDD I haven't laughed so much in quite some time~ (it got really exhausting later on though xD;)
 
 
feeling: chipper
 
 
kinoha
07 October 2009 @ 11:16 pm
So~ Last day of work was today (and damn, was it hot! 27°C in October o O), I earned quite a bit of money, and it was fun. I was actually surprised how well I got on with the people there...
Practical working is awesome, though I guess I won't really have a job like that later on..oh well~
But working in a team is best, I think that's what I miss most about school, the feeling of being in a group with people in the same situation as I am...

Also had my first Japanese lesson today, together with my mother (I think she thinks it's really difficult xD;) though so far I knew everything, so it was kinda boring. But nice.

It's my brother's birthday tomorrow, but then after that I should be around more (at least until next week, when uni starts xD;)
I really really need to catch up. And call Tina-chan. And order a pizza via phone. And we might go to the cinema on the weekend (that is the other Daniela, my brother and I) to watch Up.

Hm...and have a meme )
 
 
feeling: exhausted
 
 
kinoha
04 October 2009 @ 06:01 pm
Met the other Daniela today :D and she and my brother and I might go to the cinema and see "Up" next week~ /happy

Other than that I'm quite tired all the time xD working really is exhausting, but it's still fun ^^ somehow I like mindless work, without all the pressure (so unlike school)
I earned like 450 € already 8D

Oh, and I went clothes shopping with my brother (and I paid, yay progress! 8D), I even found some stuff (a hat, fingerless gloves and trousers that actually fit) :D I think I might start to like it~
And I got myself a new iPod...though now I think I should have gotten an iPod Touch, I mean it has internet D: only w-lan, but still! Because my computer is getting slower and slower, and for checking stuff/writing entries it would have been perfect...oh well~
 
 
feeling: blah
 
 
kinoha
27 September 2009 @ 11:35 pm
So~ Tomorrow back to work ^__^ it's fun actually, really really exhausting, but fun! I feel like it's making me stronger, too~ I actually found myself missing it yesterday, whut?

Other than relaxing I didn't do much at all this weekend xD; I still need to call to order a pizza D: but my father kept cooking xD
Oh well...maybe tomorrow evening!

Oh, and uni starts on the 12th of October, a course for maths first, to re-learn all the school stuff... kahsfd /nervous


Also, elections were today (for the Bundestag) xD; not so sure I like the outcome....but then again, one party is worse than the other nowadays....
 
 
kinoha
24 September 2009 @ 05:43 pm
Oof...day two of the job xD
The atmosphere is quite nice, it's quite exhausting though~ (my back hurts xD) At least everything worked out.

Lol, I'm crazy to go to training now 8D; after 7 hours of bodily work~ I feel like I don't have any energy left.

Hm...I'll try today to call the pizza service and order a pizza /makes determined face
It can't be that hard, can it? wish me luck xD; I've actually never done that before

So yeah, I guess on the weekend I'll have more time xD; (since I don't have to work then)
 
 
feeling: drained
 
 
kinoha
20 September 2009 @ 03:47 pm
Okay....So I've had time to think a bit and I really need to stop wallowing in self-pity, and I guess I want to try solving those problems on my own, first.
My mother probably won't agree, but still.
That means I'd have to set some kind of time limit for taking the first steps or something...

Let's say...if I haven't gotten better at all until the end of the year, I'll try the therapist again?
In the meantime I have my flist ♥ So I could try to give myself tasks to do and then write about it...xD; I'm not very self-disciplined...so I need someone to control that I really do what I said I'd do...

So the first steps would be )

Thank you for all your comments on my last entry, btw! ♥ They helped a lot to get me back on my feet ^__^ and so did chatting with Tina-chan ♥♥
 
 
feeling: determined
 
 
kinoha
18 September 2009 @ 07:22 pm
Ok...so after spending the last days fighting with my mother (or well, as much fighting as I'm capable of) I went to see a therapist with her today.../sighs
you know, about all the stuff I can't do )
 
 
feeling: worried
 
 
kinoha
08 September 2009 @ 11:04 pm
I don't really feel like 20, yet xD;

Anyway~ Today was a lot nicer than last year, I went out to eat sushi with my parents and got a lot of calls and messages :D hjska and Tina-chan called! /is happy
Also, she got me the Naruto artbook, how awesome is that? ♥♥♥

Lawl, and my Japanese friend from Kendo gave me a new shinai (those are quite expensive) and flowers xD
Other than that I got a calender, and other stuff for studying xD; and a Japanese cooking book...Oh well, I guess they want me to cook I will get my father to do it though 8D;

Then training in the evening was awesome ^^ exhausting as always, but I got a few hits in~ Can't say that everytime :D

Maybe I'll celebrate later on....somehow I feel guilty for not doing so, when I could have met my school friends again /sighs
 
 
feeling: tired
 
 
kinoha
07 September 2009 @ 12:08 am
So yeah.....lagging with the keeping up with my flist again ;o;

Instead I find myself reading fanfiction again xD; /fails
The more I read the more I find myself falling in love with the Torchwood (and Doctor Who, even though I didn't watch a single episode of that xD) characters though...still, that end to season three is mean D: I guess I'll have to wait for season four to see if it'll be acceptable~
Also, that fandom is huge, I'd never have thought so~ Plus who can resist a canon slash pairing?
(gotta watch Star Trek someday soon, too...well, first I'll finish Code Geass)

Other than that I put together my university time table...at least I think I did xD; one has to do it online and gods it is complicated D: I still don't know if I have clicked on all the subjects I have to take...and one didn't work...now I don't know if I have to take it later or...idk ;o;
Anyway, so far it means I got lessons on Monday from 11 to 13 and 14 to 18h, Tuesdays from 9 to 13h, Wednesday free (except I'll probably take a Japanese course in the evening), Thursdays from 9 to 13h again and Fridays from 9 to 13h and from 14 to 16h...
In comparison to school over the last years that's really little :D (and late, so yay no more getting up early)

Oh, and there's a training camp from Thursday 'till Sunday...and from the week after that I got a job (plucking grapes, lol) So I'm probably going to be busy again /sighs
(god, uni's starting so soon, too)
 
 
feeling: weird
 
 
kinoha
21 August 2009 @ 01:58 pm
Still alive ^^; and procrastinating /sighs (as always, ne?)
Heh, I made quite a long to-do list while I was away, and I didn't even manage to do even one thing on that list....not even catching up......
Instead I find myself reading fanfiction, and isn't that a typical vicious cycle? I think of everything I still have to do and procrastinate by reading fanfiction, then afterwards I feel even worse for not doing what I should do, cue for more fanfiction reading xD;
I barely do anything else...well, except for Kendo that is. I guess I'd still be reading a lot of fanfiction anyways, since stumbling into a new fandom does that to me, but I would be able to stop and do something else in between as well /sighs

Anyway, I got accepted at university ^^ not that I doubted it~ Now I'll only have to go and sign in...
I guess I've been thinking too much without internet to distract me on the trip xD )
 
 
feeling: contemplative
 
 
kinoha
04 August 2009 @ 10:12 pm
Ok~ So I'm still obessed with Torchwood xD; that's the part I love and hate about a new huge fandom (like Naruto was, too) the masses of fanfiction that I just can't stop to read...
Didn't get much sleep lately either....somehow I just don't get tired in the evenings and when I go to sleep in the mornings it keeps getting later (and I get woken up for lunch everyday anyway)

Well, anyway ^^ We'll go on a trip to the German sea until the 15th~ Lol, the place we'll be at is called the "end of the world", sounds quite nice 8D I think it'll be fun at least, never been that far up north~
I'll probably have internet at my Grandmother's, we'll be staying with her tomorrow night, but after that....probably not...
I hope I manage to catch up when I get back...and watch Code Geass~

Maybe a change in scenery is a good thing now, I was quite down lately.....probably falling into that hole that school left in my life....just lacking purpose I guess....and only leaving the house for training and grocery shopping

So yeah ^^ family trip time~ See you in a week and a half ♥♥♥ I'll miss you all....
Okay, and if I come back and still don't manage to catch up/watch CG you have my permission to kick me and hit me as much as you want~
 
 
feeling: numb
 
 
kinoha
30 July 2009 @ 05:07 pm
...huh, over 200 open tabs and counting /fails I really need to catch up sometime soon!
Plus I still need to start watching Code Geass instead of obsessing over Torchwood xD;

I think my mother's planning a holiday trip for next week...xD no idea where she wants to go though, probably to the north sea, the Nordsee (never been there before).....

Oooh, and on Saturday I'll meet up witht the Kendo girls to make sushi and watch some movies :D it's awesome, we're four girls around the same age
Plus we got tickets for a Muse concert and Placebo concert in November 8D so we'll got there together /excited
And I got myself a ticket for Maximo Park xD who will be here in October, in Stuttgart~ :D (I'll have started studying by then, I hope I'll have the time)
;o; sadly I hadn't seen that Linkin Park is in Stuttgart today D: they'll start playing in an hour or so /cries
I'd really have liked to see them, too (but I guess it would have been a bit much xD;)

Lol, btw Tina-chan~ I tried to do that letter-meme, but I can't think of anything starting with an E (except El Jay 8D; and Elsie ♥) so......maybe you could give me another letter? /fails

Ok :D
So here the meme with an S~ )
 
 
feeling: complacent
 
 
kinoha
27 July 2009 @ 12:04 am
OMG OMG OMG!!! I JUST SAW SNOW PATROL LIVE!! 8DDDDDDDDDDDD

kashfjskl and it was even more awesome than I imagined! Lawl, my voice is all horse from singing along~ :D My first concert ever, btw~ And an open-air in the middle of a markted place 8D the weather was perfect btw And we got quite close~

And they played so much more songs than I expected, too~
And Gary Lightbody is quite awesome! 8D he's so funny~
Also, how can I not fangirl
this? )
plus he jokingly dedicated a song to a fan that was shouting he loved him (he said "to my future husband" 8D;) /locks inner fangirl up Ahhh~ I just love his voice!
/incoherent

I'm pretty sure they played all of these:
You're All That I Have
How To Be Dead
Hands Open
Make This Go On Forever
Open Your Eyes
Chasing Cars
Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking
Crack The Shutters
Shut Your Eyes plus a version where we had to sing the "shut your eyes and sing to me" part
If There's A Rocket Tie Me To It
Tiny Little Fractures
Run
Take Back The City
Chocolate


/is happy
 
 
feeling: enthralled
 
 
kinoha
23 July 2009 @ 12:00 am
Stolen from Tina-chan ^^
• Post ten of any pictures currently on your hard drive that you think are self-expressive.
• NO CAPTIONS!!! It must be like we're speaking with images and we have to interpret your visual language just like we have to interpret your words.
• They must ALREADY be on your hard drive - no googling or flickr! They have to have been saved to your folders sometime in the past. They must be something you've saved there because it resonated with you for some reason.
• You do NOT have to answer any questions about any of your pictures if you don't want to. You can make them as mysterious as you like. Or you can explain them away as much as you like.


Here they are~ )

Other than that I'm currently obsessing over Torchwood, never thought I'd ever obsess over a TV series xD; ...but it has a canon gay pairing that of course I fell in love with...how come all the canon pairings that I ship have an extrememly sad ending?

Well, and trying to meet up with the other Daniela, which just won't work out for whatever reason...we always miss each other by some minutes, or I don't hear the doorbell/phone...........
I'm also sorry for not being online much at all, contrary to all my promises of catching up /cries
Also Tina-chan ;o; Subaru is truly sorry that he's absent all the time (and don't let Sei-chan kill me over that, please?)


Also...WHY THE HELL IS THE INTERNET DOWN ALL THE TIME? TT__TT
 
 
feeling: guilty
 
 
kinoha
17 July 2009 @ 02:45 pm
:D
Lol, it's been a while again, ne? /fails at catching up

Anyway, )

Well...nothing much happened otherwise, I handed in the application (and I'm pretty sure I'll get a place)~
We had a lot of training....very exhausting training lately xD; there's always this sweltering heat outside, and then training keeps getting more exhausting...Oh man, and then there's another training camp this weekend 8D; Sometimes I wonder why I put myself through this xDD but then it's also a lot of fun! It's been a while since we had so many people participating, too!
 
 
feeling: sleepy
 
 
kinoha
11 July 2009 @ 04:41 pm
Wow, it's been a while ^^;
Been back since Sunday night, but well....
Anyway, we wrote a report of Paris over at Tina-chan's journal :D

I'm quite busy trying to figure out what to study after all, since applications for university can only be sent in until Wednesday next week...and I'd rather start this semester, since if I don't do anything my parent's won't get children money for me anymore~ well, studying is also expensive, but anyway, after a year I'd probably be completely out of it

So right now I'm seriously considering studying computer sciences at our university here...idk, it seems interesting, especially the part about computer graphics and animation~
It's a lot of Maths though.....but the only thing I can kinda imagine myself doing...
So I might give it a try, it isn't like I can't switch courses after all.
Plus I did a self assessment about it, and it says I should do it..got 100% correct at the practical part...I also did one in English and it wasn't as good
 
 
feeling: contemplative
 
 
kinoha
01 July 2009 @ 06:22 pm
8D Paris here we cooome!! /excited
Tomorrow morning at half past six we'll board the train 8D akhfdsf
So yeah, see you on Monday! I'll try to take as many pictures as possible~ jjafh this is going to be awesome!

And also!!! I'll probably see Snow Patrol this month 8DDD I could also see Tracy Chapman and Ich+Ich ;o; though those are more expensive and I had to decide on one...I really need a job xD; /broke

The weather is horrible btw, only sweltering heat and thunderstorms that bring no relief at all > > it's really exhausting...
And today we had quite a long electricity blackout too, because of it...
man, and there's quite a high number of cows struck by lightning these days xD; they always flee under the trees...poor them..

 
 
feeling: excited
 
 
kinoha
28 June 2009 @ 07:02 pm
Meh.... )

Also: Big sis and occultural~ Have fun! ♥ I should really catch up with all your entries again /fails
 
 
feeling: depressed
 
 
kinoha
21 June 2009 @ 03:31 pm
Lawl, that must have been the most exhausting week of my life |D; And now everything hurts as well....

My comp is working again, no idea what the problem was....I lost my open tabs again though /fails
Got a lot to catch up with ^^

And akfhasfj Pandora Hearts is so awesome!!! baaww, Gil and Vincent were the most adorable children ever ;o; I have a feeling that Gil will be the death of me someday xD; /loves him too much
 
 
feeling: content
 
 
kinoha
20 June 2009 @ 12:43 am
I think my laptop just crashed! D: Whenever I try to start it up, it makes a "blip" noise and shuts down again............NOOOOOOOOOO! There are still so many files and stuff on it that I haven't saved, yet! Not to mention Photoshop and all my unfinished colorings!
Oh god, what if I can't save it anymore? ;_________________________;

Edit: Hey, it works again :D wow...that was quite a scare..../saving my stuff nao

In other news! Everything school is finally over! And it was awesome!
Oh, and I got 2.1 as a final grade!!!!!!!! That was totally unexpected! \o/ I must have miscalculated 8DDDDDDDD it also means that the failed oral exam isn't important at all!!!!!!
God I miss my tablet already..../uses it as mouse
 
 
feeling: distressed
 
 
kinoha
19 June 2009 @ 12:51 pm
All that partying sure is exhausting xD;
The night from Wednesday to Thursday we spent in school I slept an hour at most xD; to build up the prank for the next day and to party...then, the next morning we had the prank, which inlcudes continued partying and all until 11 am....(and yay, I got on the roof of our school, my goal since 5th grade xDDD)
Then luckily I didn't have to help clean up everything, so I had time to at least have lunch...and sleep a bit~
Then party all evening, it was very draining....and this morning building up for the gala again 8D; well, all finished nao, the last will be the gala this evening~ ;o;

Oh, but I'll probably won't have time to be online anyway, 'cause I'll go to the training camp over the weekend~~ That means I'll be back Sunday afernoon (and probably collapse from overworking myself or something xD)
See you all then :3 ♥
 
 
feeling: exhausted
 
 
kinoha
16 June 2009 @ 04:51 pm
WOAH, I HAVEN'T REALLY REALIZED IT, YET, BUT I'M FREE NAO!!! 8DDDDDDDDD
No homework, no studying, no school 8D; YAAYZ!

Still sad that I won't see all the people so often anymore ;o;

Now comes the partying! Tomorrow we officially get the grades for the oral exams (which means I won't be able to go to the training camp...well, there's still the weekend), then Thursday we have our prank on the school~ I'm looking foreward to that :DDD and the last party in the evening~ And on Friday, finally the gala ^^
Man I'm glad that I was in the team for the "newspaper"~

Lol, we have so many traditions for graduation here xD
 
 
kinoha
16 June 2009 @ 03:03 pm
...tell my why I wasted the entire last week on preparing that stupid presentation?
So...yeah, in other words: I failed...utterly ;_____________;
Got six credits, with seven I still could have gotten 2,1 as a final grade....now I could have had as well zero credits..........and I never ever worked so hard for a presentation before!
I was just too nervous...talking too much, so they had to cut off the presentation...

...at least it's over now, ne?
 
 
feeling: depressed
 
 
kinoha
14 June 2009 @ 09:19 pm
やった!! 私 わ 初段 です!

Wheee~ I got first Dan in Kendo 8DD In other martial arts this would be the first grade of the black belt~
Lol, but now real Kendo only starts~ So much I still have to learn ^^

Anyway, actually I thought the examination didn't go so well, but somehow I still passed...well, still nice :D especially since it means I'm usually better than that, so~

Now I'm totally exhausted though ^^; and there I wanted to work for my presentation...which is still not finished...
Oh well, still got tomorrow, right?

And then I'm free 8DDDDDD well, mostly, there'll be party's and a Kendo training camp as well this week~
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feeling: drained
 
 
kinoha
11 June 2009 @ 01:47 pm
Wow...I dreamt of Sei-chan and Subaru....but I only remember that it was sad ;___;

Anyway, I'm prbably going to be on a hiatus until Tuesday (or Wednesday, dunno yet) next week~
Gotta prpare that stupid presentation~ since I got 12 credits in my last presentation on Geography, I hope I'll manage to get at least 11 this time (but when I'm so nervous I better prepare well)
Well, and on Sunday I'll try to get the first Dan in Kendo sdgjdgdjjas /also nervous about that

Well, after that I'll be free!!!!! So, see you then :D ♥
 
 
feeling: busy
 
 
kinoha
09 June 2009 @ 02:16 pm
Okay, so I got my marks today 8D;;;
Well~ It's alright, in the worst case my final grade will be 2.2
And in the best case 2.0 (on a scale from 1 best to 6 worst)
Heh, but for that 2.0 grade I need at least 11 credits in the oral exam 8D; guess that means I really have to work for it~ (so if you see me around too much before Tuesday next week, kick me please!)
Oh, and I got the second best topic (weirdly enough I dreamed that I would get that topic xD)
dgadaglkadg I still haven't started! D:

The marks of the finals were alright, strangely enough I got the best grades in the subject I felt worst about~ And only 9 credits in German ;o; I could take another oral exam to better it...but I won't xD too much effort with too little consequence on the final mark~

So...yeah, I need those 11 credits~ Otherwise I'll really beat myself up forever (since then I could also just get 7 credits or something with the same resulting final grade)
 
 
feeling: weird